long before being jerked awake by the phone, even before psyches_task left, a few moments in the "new" room. but they felt more like memory than action ( Read more... )

last night, again, the house so vivid, so immediate, so physical, so real i said to myself, "Oh my god, I'm here. I'm back in the house ( Read more... )

last night i gave valis429 a personal tour of the house. starting in the kitchen. though we did hit the new room, and eventually i think we got upstairs, but there it gets hazy.

I was in my back yard in Wellesley. It was a commencement dinner for my sister. The neighbors' kids were there, and we were running around some of the time. Occasionally, I would be so taken with the thought that I was back in my back yard, semi-lucidly, that I'd see it suddenly flush with green and I'd run away from the dinner table and dive into ( Read more... )

i was peeing outside the garage this time. someone was watching from the kitchen, but it was someone cool, and i didn't mind. better than peeing inside the garage. soon i had a group of people in there with me, and a contractor, who was going to fix it up, "finish" it, as they say.

last night i went so far in my dream as to purchase the attic space in my childhood house. this time knowing that the current family was there. i considered renting it out, but then thought better of it as i'd be responsible for problems. thought about giving it to a friend as a place to write. no dice; it's a pretty boring neighborhood ( Read more... )